The Blank Page Problem

Most of the time, I am not afraid of a blank page.

I draw from my imagination. I write from memory. I build scenes, tell stories, and pull meaning out of things I have lived through. Usually, I can find somewhere to go.

But sometimes there is a real block.

I have felt it most when I am trying to write about something hard that I am still processing. I know the subject is there. I know there is something I want to say. I just cannot find the way into it.

Drawing can work the same way. Sometimes I sit down and can only think of things I have already drawn. The ideas are there, but they are circling the same familiar places instead of giving me somewhere new to go.

That is where my circle pages started becoming useful.

The page is not blank anymore. There is already a shape there. A frame.

I like to draw the circles almost like portals into another world or another moment. Inside the circle is the scene. Outside it, I can zoom in. The outside might become sky, moon, stars, flowers, or larger pieces of whatever is happening inside the scene.

The circle keeps bringing me back to what is happening inside it. It gives me both the wide view and the close-up.

What I like most is that the circle does not tell me what to create.

It just gives me somewhere to begin.

Writing has its own version of the circle.

Sometimes I cannot sit down and write about grief or abuse or motherhood or faith as a whole. Those things are too big. But I can write about one moment.

A car ride. A conversation. A porch. A hospital room. One thought I could not get out of my head.

That moment becomes the frame. Once I am inside it, I can move outward. I can explain what came before, follow what happened after, or pull back and look at the bigger meaning. But I needed the scene first.

That is why I do not think creative block always means we have run out of creativity. Sometimes we just need something to push against. A shape. A sentence. A memory. A prompt. Something already there waiting for us to respond.

And that little bit of structure does not have to limit what comes next.

That is part of why I think these circle pages could work for more than drawing. Someone might fill the circle with a poem or a short story. It could hold a memory, a prayer, a note of encouragement, or a few words someone needs to hear. The rest of the page can become art around those words, or the words can become part of the art. There is no single right way to use it.

I also like that they are low stakes. If I make a mess of one, I can print another copy and try again.

Creativity gets a lot harder when every mark feels permanent.

I draw the pages by hand, and I do not want every little wobble polished away. I want them to feel cozy and human, not like something so perfect that you are afraid to add your own marks to it.

I kept making them because the same basic frame kept giving me somewhere new to go. One circle could become a completely different world from the one before it.

That is why I want to share them.

They are still a work in progress, but soon I hope to give them a permanent home on Midwest Mimi as downloadable pages people can print and use in whatever way works for them.

Mostly, I want someone else to be able to sit down with one on a day when the ideas are not coming easily and find just enough of a starting point to make something. Maybe they draw. Maybe they write. Maybe they do both.

Sometimes the problem is not that you have nothing to say.

Sometimes creativity does not need a blank page.

Sometimes it needs an invitation.

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